"Wonderful Life of Mine"

Tuesday May 13th 2008

2008-05-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

Finally blogging again
Yah didnt go to school today
Kinda retarded but i actually wan to go school
Lets talk about monday
I was at school the whole day with fever
And this Yujia dude likes to solo CID
think his maths zai zai e^i=mco2 or wad shit
then dun trust me in anything then say i nvr do anything

okay tuesday woke up at 10am++
Fever 40 degree
I mean seriously i nvr got fever unless it real high
Doctor say wad virus thing
So thats MC for me
I mean why cant i have fever at the rite time

Saturday April 27th 2008

2008-04-27T19:11:00.003+08:00

I had this dream that you were finally talking to me
I could get closer to you
Embrace and cry all my frustration out
Suddenly I woke up its a dream
Im in the real world again
Im left all alone to wander about
Im just a human with a empty chest
With no emotions but misery
Its taking its toll on me Im suffering
But i still put a brave front in front of you
You may think Im okay a joker what could happen
But no.... its all not right

愛しています

Saturday April 26th 2008

2008-04-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

I found out that Im not strong
This confusion between my heart and mind
It is tearing me inside out
I know that I like you
But I do not hope much
Cos you gave me some support
But not enough to withstand
This psychological strifle

Friday April 25th 2008

2008-04-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today damn tired dun feel like doing hmw
So im here blogging

So I had home econs test today based on 3 aspects
I scored well in process but shit in result and oral
So practically Im gonna get a D again

Then got my chinese zzz
The chinese i 0.09 more marks can get A2
Li lao shi refusess to give me my 1 mark for chang wen suo duan
So I got B3

Yeh then had yoga for health ambassadors and PSL
Ya the guy told us how to do yoga
Some what mountain and what inhale and warrior
Dunno talk what but hand damn pain
After that hang out with Tze Chong and Zhiyang
Ya did some workouts so increase my fatigue
Then come home at 5.30pm

Then at home I sorted out my thoughts
Troubling as ever so Im one screwed man
Or boy or wadever
The result was definitely crap
Okay stop liao
Sign off

Thurday April 24th 2008

2008-04-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

Today got back chinese test
Okay improve by 2 grade B3
Lol and I managed to suan Chong Tat

So I improve in Chinese but not in Maths
I failed haiz failure i suck at coordinates
I dont blame the topic I blame myself for my stupidity
Science was crap shine some lame light at a lens
Then strain my eye ==
Chong Tat refuse to teach my 3rd layer for cube

So im cooped at home for now
Revised my science and some of my geog
Dont plan to lose to suckers in Midyear exams

Thats about it
grats to Jia Jin MingHong who know nothing of their results
and other athletics who got prizes

In the past I had this pain
You came along and became my painkiler
But now you are pain to my heart

Wednesday April 23th 2008

2008-04-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

Expecting to hear more?
Nah not today cos i got back my LA results
Suck like shit
Could have got a B4 zzz 1 more mark
So today had house meeting
Then went with some of my classmates
Then my fren who suppose to be cheerleader run
Then go toilet with me
After that still tio caught by teacher ==
Fail my maths test haiz lousiest in class
Now ppl all zai liao
Only I lag behind at this whole life marathon
I feel like stopping and jus have a heart attack
Cos from all the trips I nvr did manage to stand up properly
So Im just lagging and lagging
Life sucks ppl tell me
Well deep in my heart
I know Its true and I face up to it only to trip again
And then fall flat on face
But Im still gonna PAWN someone
After that I can think about my profound knowledges

Tuesday April 22th 2008

2008-04-22T20:19:00.003+08:00

Midyear around i still zai zai everyday blog
Read previous post to know wad me talking now

I maybe an idiot
I might not excel in any shit you all can do
Well you think you almigty
Like everything C5
Come to earth come lord ppl
I jus another noob standing in queue
let you feed shit into my mouth
So what
I maybe a idiot in everything
History, Geog,Maths, LA, Chinese, relationship stuffs
But you all gonna rub your bloodshot eye

I still gonna go to school with that joker smile.
Beneath, I'm gonna change. Bit by bit.
I'm gonna make it at midyear
And for people who want to crap at me for being a arse
go ahead and be a dog.
7-eleven just down the road, can buy canned dog food there.
Maybe you will feel the shame climbing up your face
But Im still gonna pawn you
In every aspect
From the motivation I gave myself
After you left me no way out

Monday April 21th 2008

2008-04-21T20:33:00.002+08:00

Copy it from my fren's brother blog
Make quite alot of sense so im gonna paraphrase it (make it into myself):
Dear Everybody,

I am sorry. I am sorry I can't be a smart guy. My intellectual capabilities are limited, and I am fully aware that I am an idiot. In my next life, I would opt to be in EM3, then go Yusof Ishak Normal technical stream and then complete my studies in ITE. I am unfit to be in RVHS.

I noob. Ppl all powderful and IMBA and almighty. I come into this world to eat shit and clean toilet bowls.I am utterly apologetic for being unable to commit most of my time to studies. I love my body, I want it to be healthy. I love socializing. I'm sorry I can't be like someone everyday go home no exercise or socialize, just mug mug mug, 100% input, but output still kanasai. Sorry I can't be that kind of person. I just can't.

Sorry for all I've done. I should be more like that someone, got that dao face then everyone think that person paying attention. Go home mug like siao, come school duplicate homework at breakneck speeds that smashes all F1 records GPA like 4.0.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Signed,

Wang Rui

Totally make sense
not gonna name the person
Yeh if you saw the actual post even more serious
Mine small cake
I hate myself for being so useless
Cos i dunno how to live life
I seriously nid to get a life
Yeh so im gonna try to get one now

Sunday April 20th 2008

2008-04-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today quite fun although stare at com whole day
Were talking to tze chong yufan and chinhong about Dexter
Anti-Dexterist government!!!
Anyway seriously he act damn action
Haiz always blame others for his mistake
Cannot take it le and i know many ppl out there also

Ya then revise my physic about light
All the crap theory all nid remember
Sianz y mus hav midyear or even any exams
Life has changed rapidly and I cant keep up
No wonder i feel useless

Then see so many ppl chiong their revision
Really gonna be a stressed period of life
Well gotta revise le end off

Saturday April 19th 2008

2008-04-19T17:13:00.005+08:00

Today when Im troubled,
came up with all these theories
Yeh starting love is one heart-wrenching matter all mortals have
Well if you aint have one you really are not in love before
Well what a bad start bleh wateva

Secondly, love is about the other party being happy
NOT possessing the other party
Its not your decision
If she dosent choose you look at third theory

Thirdly, if the other party rejects you dun suicide
Jus get on with life you will experience a long time of misery
Hell that kind of misery is pain
And you will only rmb all the memory of pain

Fine Im not a love doctor so lets get back to recounts:
Ya poting quite early mug mug mug till sian liao
Physic mock test like shit nvr even learn how do
Ya look at the class tee like shit like that
Okay maybe not but it dosent look gd at the front bottom left corner
So my blog is dead in tags so what im not gonna let spammers spam my blog
Blogs are for recounts not show Im not gonna let anyone say
"Spam"

After that I started reviewing my life
Came up with 1 simploe conclusion
Im useless
Know why the following is the reasons:
I never study hard in my life
I only interest is in gaming and some entertainment
I have no talents
I nvr excel in any shits
I nvr got successful in anything useful

So that totals it up im useless get a load of that
So that is why my goal is to get a purpose in life
Cos i cant find any and everyday is going school
Do hmw watch tv chat msn damn this life

So today try something out got this result:

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Thats all

I will always cherish you, but I will not possess you
I believe love is about happiness
I will love you, even if you do not
I will keep it in my heart for a long long time

Thursday April 17th 2008

2008-04-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

Okay today isnt boring okay it was unpleasant
So it started with me going unusally early to school
Yah around 5.40am wake up unlike 6.30am which i normally wake up
Reach school 6.58 like that early like siao for me
Met MingHong ya the crazy guy with absolute speed
Talk then revise Maths things yeh blah blah
I thought im gonna die cos i hate coordinates FLUNK for sure
Yehthen had maths shit test which i totally FAIL cos lost 10 marks le
Yeh that 1/3 marks so Im eating shit now dots
After that had the unpleasant experience with a classmate
Fell totally out haiz shall say sorry here on my blog

Leave the unhappy memories behind yeh continue
Watched some movie "The Gods Must Be Crazy"
ZZ, about what terrorists thingies and some retarded scientist
Then crap crap fart fart then end of school

Reach home mug mug mug geog then eat then lol going sleep
Ya thats about it

PS. Sory to the classmate about the matter sincerely apologise

i love you wish the love could be a motivation

Wednesday April 14th 2008

2008-04-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

Must be wondering why im posting so early rite?
Heres the answer : Im bored to HELL and HEAVEN
okay so today is much more boring cos
I cant find any homework to do
I cant find any games to play
I cant find any show interesting
Im not in the mood to revise anything
Im looking at the com for every secs without doing anything
So today suck thoroughly

More in the school:
Had my 2.4km rerun it was worse due to unforseen circumstances
Okay here are the reasons:
Twisted my ankle before the run running damn pain
No one running with me cos all go play captainsball
Never do warmup cos teacher call me go take the soft ball then after taking immediately run
Aching from ytd NAPFA activities

Yeh thats about it try acing ur stupid 2.4 with those reasons.

So practically everyday is the same and Im now just yearning for tmr to come
Cos I believe tmr will be better..
OR NOT which practically happens everytime

Tuesday April 15th 2008

2008-04-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

Lols... Another day with something extra, NAPFA(however its spelled)
Ok so my grade is 1A, 2B, 1C, 2D
So its atrocious yeh i know lols
Basically I suck in my jumping and running
Leg short you wan me how
Dots anyway today jus totally stink thoroughly

Then had TT training
Damn it so tired after it
Im having shoulder aches now sheez

Went back home with Li Kai Chong Tat Tze Chong
Blah blah they were talking crap about me
DamnYOU 3 ppl zzz

Ok fine I have no more to blog zzzzzzzz

Monday April 14th 2008

2008-04-14T18:08:00.003+08:00

Today wasnt totally the same
Well all the lessons were the same
Well all except for the chinese lesson
Stupid JiaJin nid proclaim so loud arh
Well anyway teacher had a little talk with me
Well thought it would be passing soon
How wrong was I...
Anyway after that slack around until 3pm
Jus wonder how ppl who i dunno called my name

Had chinese at 3.15pm...
ZZZ then someone came in then everyone was like siao
Hate those idiots who like to spread so much (SAME TO YOU RETARDED RICHMOND)
Anyway, topic we did was sensitive a bit >.< Didnt talk for the whole lesson... Sianz then go with Chong Tat Weiren Yewhui and Qinghe Fag keep crapping at me fed up Okay go do hmw le bb

Spreaders are retards who derive fun from others misery
So you can start by stopping being a complete fool

Sunday April 13th 2008

2008-04-13T18:35:00.002+08:00

Today I got something unusual to show you all...
NOTHING
It is unusual cos normally I say Im bored (whateva)
Heres a brief things i do before sleeping:
Watch TV
Blog
MSN
REVISE
hmw
Excercise
Eat
Shit
Look at lame books
Pee
Pratically what a typical human does without intersting things
Okay so Im being lame...
Look at some vids too other than that its complete lame
So you want interesting ones so heres a list:
-NIL-

You see that its NIL mean nothing why is life so boring and stupid
Thats why im finding a stupid purpose in life
Okay enuf crapping gtg
END MY POST

Saturday April 12th 2008

2008-04-12T19:12:00.003+08:00

Another fruitful day with no fruits...
Well wake up 10am slack in bed
then excercise eat watch tv do homework
Everyday i do the same shit things again and again
Life is so boring so im here blogging about lame things
Guess Im a noob with nothing to do

Then watch some vids
Then watch tv do homework and then eat
Still the same things...
Sometimes i think going to shcool better
BETTER THAN SLACKING AROUND
okay so then I got stomachache and heahache and all the eff up things come to me
Okay stop here thats all for today

Friday April 11th 2008

2008-04-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

Lmao today is still the same ==
Had all the boring lessons and so on
Home econs got shoot by mrs tan for a lousy file
And my sardine rolls sucks too
Pity that richmond gotta eat 2 peoples share lols...
Anyway had table tennis afterwards
It was usual with all the basic technique training
Then had a friendly competition
I went into 'A' Class of B div *smirks*
Beat that loser Dexter act cool only
Think anyhow play play win me IN UR FACE DEXTER
No offence but he really is a PROUD guy
After that went to the pull up place there then Tze Chong started showing off
Well he is good in it so not act cool
Realised i had a potential for something
Well cooped up in home doing nothing
Hope everything going to be much better tmr

I love her and i know it is not a crush
Darn all of you who spread bet you nvr got into such an awkward position before

Thursday April 10th 2008

2008-04-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

Another lame day without much to do...
Okay so we got boring lesson like usual
Didnt manage to sleep due to unforseen circumstances lolz
Maths was same with all the graphs and things
English same..
So is science
Chinese more and more funny as I argue with Li LaoShi
Shes kinda always make topics that i can rebutt her with XD
then she will say i win like that
then i will go like diao face at her ...
Recess was rubbish the boys were like talking crap..
Then something awkward happen then I went back to class

Anyway went to mingkang house after that
Didnt manage to do anything the other ppl were like playing cabal
and they play xbox..
So hard to concentrate luckily i finish most of my assignment 6

Wednesday April 9th 2008

2008-04-09T16:34:00.004+08:00

Today was same as every except for the voting
Well all was well for lessons
Then came the talk of balance between sports and academic
Oh then the most fun part
We voted for the best sec 1 class for IU day
Whatever like I care it was like so stuffy
Okay so i voted for 1B and 1F
Voted by intuition very stupid reason rite ==
Anyway went to LJS at commonwealth with Chong Tat
Halfway something cropped up for him so we gotta go
Then Weiren and Qinghe came in
Then I stayed back with them
QingHe was like as sick as usual thats the normal him
Went on MRT with them heard they go buy present for some1
We talk talk talk then reach BukitBatok
Alighted come back gotto do loads of homework
Sianz why like this week hmw specially much leh
Gotta go do le cannot talk liao >.<

Tuesday April 8th 2008

2008-04-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Today is another boring day
Woke up with headache and stomachache
Went to school
Stomachache worsen so did my headache
Its a stupid world the Chinese teacher came in late and then say if we cant pass up deduct 5 marks
Darn I hate life
Anyway after that had Table tennis training
Shucks got criticised by the coach after praising me
So funny leh.. its like giving hope and dashing it
Then at bus stop, saw my frens talk crap
Then they keep talking about a thing about me
Then I was like so frustrated becuz i only told 2 people about it
Its like the whole sec2 class at least 1 person know
Damned life I think im gonna jump one day
Freak Reach home with the headache left hope it clears soon
AND SO DOES MY PERSONAL MATTERS

Monday April 7th 2008

2008-04-07T18:05:00.002+08:00

Argh.. Another starting of a new week..
Almost all my illness is gone except for some
Beginning of a new week
Hope for the better dotz..
I didnt have to go for chinese remedia(however u spell it)
History got hmw i dunno how to do >.<
Science jus presented on lava lamp
Argh.. I paused for 5 seconds at the middle
A big minus mark for me
Classmate even made me giggle shit him (oops)
Anyway the other parts are quite okay..
Only some part i repeated lols
Got nothing much to say anyway
So goodbye for today

2008-04-06T11:17:00.002+08:00

Today is much similar lols...
I have fever
cough
flu
headache
I dun know how it got to me
It jus did after one night
When I started to think of all the probs
I laid in bed thinking
Results, friends and everything
Shucks its all coming into my mind
I cant do hw
All the probs weighing down on me
I hope that the hope is true
I wish I had a chance
Its all hard to understand
that i am suddenly so profound
im confounded too...

2008-04-05T14:20:00.003+08:00

Today was horrible..
Firstly I woke up felt a surge of pain in my left eye
Must hav knocked into something while sleeping
Anywa woke up do hmw watch tv
Then it came, talked about something
I had toface reality and accept my fate
My chest and throat hurts...
And my heart too I dun know
I cherish her but rumours are distrupting me
I will believe her no matter when..
what..
how..
I do not know wat will happen
Im bonkers so i shall not write long
Therefore , goodbye

Friday April 4th 2008

2008-04-04T18:43:00.004+08:00

Cool, today was another boring day with nothing to do
Well something worth talking was home econs..
I thought it was curry chicken but it was swiss rolls and mine looks all tattered
Miss Ek the principal came into the class suddenly many was taken aback
She told me my mixture is going to be a 'failure'
How well can she predict it turns out to be disgraceful lols...

I reluctantly skipped my CCA due to my class initiated CIP
Had to flip a coin to decide haha...
It was decided heads I will go CCA tails go CIP
Met up with Chong Tat to flip coin
I got tails and Chong Tat was like 'No no like that not flipping much'
Well I 'agreed' cos I was reluctant too
In the end lol he flip also got tails XD
No choice but go Science Centre to hear briefing( actually go there only take food XD)

Science Centre:
Volunteer ourselves to them to provide a friendly environment for visitors
Hear the person brief make me wan sleep
Then i see food start drooling lol
Nvm i slap my fren on the leg cos got fly
Left 3 fingers mark on him cool
Anyway decided to volunteer cos get 10++ hours who dun wan

Meet Parents Session:
Diaoz my L.A teacher say I very sleepy in afternoons XD
Say Im too quick with my hmw dun care process ...==
Guess shes quite rite cos im fast with my hmw lols...
Form teacher jus say i must work hard or im gonna get in PAR list ( i edited some part)
Anyway all my comments not very good

Hope everything will be much better and better

I love her the hope is all i want...

Thurday April 3rd 2008

2008-04-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

Goodness me I survived =)
Now my life is all good and proper now I can continue living dotz..
Nothing cool happened today cos I have nothing interesting to say lol
Now raining like cats and dogs have to do my home econs or else Im gonna get scolded again ==
Last time Mrs Tan scolded me lol weird rite?
Anyway I still hope tmr will be a better day

Wednesday April 2th 2008

2008-04-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

Shucks, today's lesson was so good cos we got free period in chinese and got released in 2.00pm sharp =\
Well today is quite a normal day dotz except for chinese spelling it sucks
I wish i learnt the 2nd page of spelling before cos im gonna fail this
Mathematics driving me nuts I dun know how to get the equation for a perpendicular line on another line
Went home with Raimie darn was he rough on me or wat jus used his body weight to step and jump on my shoes..
Could hav hear me whimping luckily i alighted jus after 1 stops he started torturing me
In summay thid id neither a good or bad day
Lolz rubbish summary... I still got sci prensentation to do
Hope I survive tmr cos if i do everything is jus gonna be alrite =)

Tuesday April 1st 2008

2008-04-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

My day was jus like today is supposed to be... HAPPY!
I got fooled rite after I got into the school when I was walking up the stairs someone told me i didnt tie my shoelaces
ARGH!I FELL FOR IT
Finally my luck began to change rite after April Fool Day
Well firstly, I did not do finish my lang arts hmw and I was like thinking I was doomed the luck is not changing
It certainly did not as my teacher came in late and had to look at a script done by a fellow classmate
This certainly took up some time and the teacher was not able to go through the paper (dunno can be count as good anot cos i didnt do my hmw)
All of my lessons went through smoothly even the geog project
Then came music which was disastrous cos i lost my book that was under the table AHHHHHH
The teacher didnt bring his organiser to whack me and the form music teacher didnt bother to care too =)
It went on well as I reached TT training got into Rank B out of A,B,C a moderate position
I perfected the skill Zheng jiao lian teached and it was soothing to my ear when he said 'Perfect'!
Discovered i got rid of my 1 pack and put in 4 =)
Well, to sum it all ITS A WONDERFUL day jus gotta o my eng and maths hmw

Monday March 31th 2008

2008-03-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

The bad luck continue to take its toll on me
Firstly, maths and science was fine cos the teachers came late minus some time
Started off pretty well rite?
Well it stinks after that...
History I couldnt give a good lesson so I suck
I did something terribly wrong so wrong i regret it...
I still hav geog assignment project and maths homework
I guess life aint so good for me for the past few days
plus all the problems havent solve troubling me
Tmr april foool i hope i dun mess things up

Sunday March30th 2008

2008-03-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

Its another day of unluckiness as I got scolded for my homework and got lectures blah blah blah.
I got a mess up in my mind full of problems its driving me nuts.
No wonder people always turn to maplestory =P jus kidding.
This whole thing is making my soul wonder about unless there is a answer soon im gonna have only my body and no soul.
Haiz got wat choice its all like a ship floating up and down jus get use to it..
Jus finish all my homework except for alot of homework that includes geog project assignment maths all this things haiz too much on my back liao i feel like jus lying down and giving up.
Cheer Up to myself ==

Friday March 28th 2008

2008-03-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

Well its is a day of free food and drinks as we ate pizzas and coke for high tea in a very stuffy and hot chapel with 40+ people.
Well i only spilled few drops of coke.=D
After everyone had high tea it was like they forgot the whole MEETING and Mr Tan had to get us to come back
I played doubles with raimie and chongtat with tze chong.
Then i and tze chong went to the hall jus to play singles as the gals went home rite after we reached lols. Got thrashed 11-0 darn
I sucked at playing today not in such a good mood dun know why but nowadays alot is thrown up at me like tons of homeworks and lots of other problems.
No big deal i tell myself but you know it makes lots of difference D=