Love is about happiness not possesion

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ; 9:49 PM

Finally blogging again
Yah didnt go to school today
Kinda retarded but i actually wan to go school
Lets talk about monday
I was at school the whole day with fever
And this Yujia dude likes to solo CID
think his maths zai zai e^i=mco2 or wad shit
then dun trust me in anything then say i nvr do anything

okay tuesday woke up at 10am++
Fever 40 degree
I mean seriously i nvr got fever unless it real high
Doctor say wad virus thing
So thats MC for me
I mean why cant i have fever at the rite time

Sunday, April 27, 2008 ; 7:11 PM

I had this dream that you were finally talking to me
I could get closer to you
Embrace and cry all my frustration out
Suddenly I woke up its a dream
Im in the real world again
Im left all alone to wander about
Im just a human with a empty chest
With no emotions but misery
Its taking its toll on me Im suffering
But i still put a brave front in front of you
You may think Im okay a joker what could happen
But no.... its all not right

愛しています

Saturday, April 26, 2008 ; 6:44 PM

I found out that Im not strong
This confusion between my heart and mind
It is tearing me inside out
I know that I like you
But I do not hope much
Cos you gave me some support
But not enough to withstand
This psychological strifle

Friday, April 25, 2008 ; 8:48 PM

Today damn tired dun feel like doing hmw
So im here blogging

So I had home econs test today based on 3 aspects
I scored well in process but shit in result and oral
So practically Im gonna get a D again

Then got my chinese zzz
The chinese i 0.09 more marks can get A2
Li lao shi refusess to give me my 1 mark for chang wen suo duan
So I got B3

Yeh then had yoga for health ambassadors and PSL
Ya the guy told us how to do yoga
Some what mountain and what inhale and warrior
Dunno talk what but hand damn pain
After that hang out with Tze Chong and Zhiyang
Ya did some workouts so increase my fatigue
Then come home at 5.30pm

Then at home I sorted out my thoughts
Troubling as ever so Im one screwed man
Or boy or wadever
The result was definitely crap
Okay stop liao
Sign off

Thursday, April 24, 2008 ; 6:10 PM

Today got back chinese test
Okay improve by 2 grade B3
Lol and I managed to suan Chong Tat

So I improve in Chinese but not in Maths
I failed haiz failure i suck at coordinates
I dont blame the topic I blame myself for my stupidity
Science was crap shine some lame light at a lens
Then strain my eye ==
Chong Tat refuse to teach my 3rd layer for cube

So im cooped at home for now
Revised my science and some of my geog
Dont plan to lose to suckers in Midyear exams

Thats about it
grats to Jia Jin MingHong who know nothing of their results
and other athletics who got prizes

In the past I had this pain
You came along and became my painkiler
But now you are pain to my heart

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ; 8:23 PM

Expecting to hear more?
Nah not today cos i got back my LA results
Suck like shit
Could have got a B4 zzz 1 more mark
So today had house meeting
Then went with some of my classmates
Then my fren who suppose to be cheerleader run
Then go toilet with me
After that still tio caught by teacher ==
Fail my maths test haiz lousiest in class
Now ppl all zai liao
Only I lag behind at this whole life marathon
I feel like stopping and jus have a heart attack
Cos from all the trips I nvr did manage to stand up properly
So Im just lagging and lagging
Life sucks ppl tell me
Well deep in my heart
I know Its true and I face up to it only to trip again
And then fall flat on face
But Im still gonna PAWN someone
After that I can think about my profound knowledges

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ; 8:19 PM

Midyear around i still zai zai everyday blog
Read previous post to know wad me talking now

I maybe an idiot
I might not excel in any shit you all can do
Well you think you almigty
Like everything C5
Come to earth come lord ppl
I jus another noob standing in queue
let you feed shit into my mouth
So what
I maybe a idiot in everything
History, Geog,Maths, LA, Chinese, relationship stuffs
But you all gonna rub your bloodshot eye

I still gonna go to school with that joker smile.
Beneath, I'm gonna change. Bit by bit.
I'm gonna make it at midyear
And for people who want to crap at me for being a arse
go ahead and be a dog.
7-eleven just down the road, can buy canned dog food there.
Maybe you will feel the shame climbing up your face
But Im still gonna pawn you
In every aspect
From the motivation I gave myself
After you left me no way out